Passion, hard work, progress, loss, regret, and loss in 2021

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introduction

In any case, in 2021, the family will still be alive and healthy. It does not matter how many unpleasant experiences are experienced, because I believe that experience is a precious asset, and bad luck is gone, and good luck will come naturally! !

Passion

Although the epidemic is still cruelly hurting the creatures on the earth, our unyielding spirit and the protection of the country enable us to grow and thrive.

I assumed the responsibility of the architect, and the new products of the pioneered company were in full swing. Full of passion, not afraid of any difficulties.

Understaffed, working overtime continuously is a kind of proud pleasure. I also believe that this product can be made well and bigger. The value of the project is not small, and there is no room for failure. Encouraged by the company's top leaders, we made great strides forward.

effort

I have always felt that working in the Internet industry requires a kind of desperate passion and continuous hard work in order to be able to do a good job.

Faced with a product from scratch, because the company has just established a product line, it is extremely scarce of personnel support. From recruitment, architecture, R&D, management, server operation and maintenance, etc., all technical points at all levels and aspects are handled by me and started with a team of two or three people.

The company said that it does not talk about hard work, only merit. Then, we can say that there is both hard work and credit. The result of hard work is that the product is shaped and the customer is satisfied.

Progress

The growth of a person always develops through various studies and attempts. Two or three people have formed a team of more than a dozen people, and all the members have made long-term progress. The product is like my child, I optimize it carefully and treat it with care.

Everyone is not only the advancement of technology, but more importantly, the advancement of ideas. We unanimously believe that we must do great things well.

Lost

Often life always meets unexpectedly, giving you a lot of turning points. As the technical person in charge, there is no way to influence the company level and more management levels. The product is to be incubated in the project. So inevitable, there needs to be a good project manager on the project side to track the status of the project. However, it is true that the project manager has a status of unqualified. The customer does not approve. However, the project is about to bear fruit.

At the company level, just in time for the meeting, I joined a team. Directly airborne and enter the project. have to say. Replace project managers, marginalize all the original staff, and all those who come over become leaders.

Cooperating with them, many times, because they do not understand the structure and layout of the company's products and long-term planning, disputes will occur. Gradually, I became lost, and gradually I became a marginal person.

remorse

Long-term overtime can be described as the most tiring year. Not kidding, there are a lot more white hair. What made me even more unexpected was that I almost lost my father when I didn't care enough. Father is a honest and honest person. Love to make friends. It's this kind of character that is deceived. The guilt after losing money made him decide to leave this world. And if I have more care and more care, I might not be deceived at all. Fortunately, his father was rescued in time. But to be honest, I regret not being the first.

What a job brings me is a sense of accomplishment and passion for struggling. However, it does not affect the level of ability in the eyes of the leader. Without the support of regional leaders, no matter how good they are, they will be taken away by the team recognized by the leader by airborne.

Maybe I'm too extreme, or maybe my mentality is not good, but what I regret is the time I lost. The fruits of my struggle have made others, but left my family in the cold.

I am a person who loves to laugh, but when I laughed, it was just a little bit of irony to myself.

Work, be selfish.

Lost

Marginalized, marginalized people, doing marginal things, finally leave. There is loss, but it may just be my personal thoughts. Everyone has watched it, and just have a good time, don’t go into it.

In conclusion, take care of your mood.

Thinking in the final analysis

During the epidemic, it is indeed more difficult. Everyone is happy or painful. All will slowly blow away with the post-epidemic era. We must continue to move forward in the end, but don't neglect our family. Nowadays, I know even more that in the workplace, selfishness is nature, life, and norm. Come on, all friends, work hard together and move towards a better tomorrow! ! !